~PP~

2010-05-09T20:52:00.005+08:00

Moving on to the next chapter of my life....How would it BE???

After 3 years of my studies and fun in USM, i'm gonna start my interns tmr. How would the whole internship program be? I wish i can learn to be more independent and pray hard dat i choose the right company to work with. No more study,exams and outings. Juz left weekdays for work and weekend for rest...(T-T)

*Need to sleep early tonite and wake up early in da morning*

2010-03-16T22:17:00.016+08:00

1st post in 2010

Phew!!! Left 2 more weeks for my final sem, excited?happy?depress?sad?
my uni life gonna end soon.....T_T
I'm a bit lost now, still haven't found any company for my interns....
Gona graduate very very soon, gona step into the working life...*bored*
Continue study master? It's just a way to escape from the working life??...
Start working? Goin 2 work for the rest of my life??....
*standing in the middle of NOwhere, almost lost*

Dun feel like i'm an adult nw, feel like i'm still 18 (pok pok chui)....*blush*
Can I turn back da time??? IMPOSSIBLE.....=.=III

B4 i end dis post...wana share a meaningful song......<3
*not related to the post at all*LOL*

Not That Easy

It's not that easy, to find someone you can be with
Especially after seeing so many betrayals
Always feel insecure, but I could only be strong
and who killed my romance?

It's not that easy, to love wholeheartedly and ignore the rest
Become practical can be both good or bad
Hate being lonely, but sooner you will just get used to it
Coz I don't have to worry or being controlled by anyone

Get hyped up and busy when I feel happy
Just give myself a break when I'm tired
What others have to say, just listen and the decision is on our own
I don't want to be too emotional
With just a cup of wine and movie
To spend my weekend nights on a comfort sofa, with my cell phone off

It's not that easy to fall in love, everyone has their own temper
When you grow older, you prefer peaceful than adventurous love
It's not easy to stay blissful, that's why everyone yearns for it
When we are still naive
It used to be most sincere and therefore so happy, those were the days

Reminiscing the saddest, yet most touching memories

* Edited from other blog and forum *

2009-12-31T15:27:00.007+08:00

Last post for 2009

Hav been on hols for abt a month, busy working. Workin as a teacher at a day care centre, taking care of the kids and being d primary sch tutor is not easy. First time to b a tutor, at first was a bit weird when the kids call me as Pei Pei lao shi (teacher) ..Teaching BM and BI for the chinese edu kids, it’s quite tough as I duno how to explain some of the words to them. There is once the kids laughed at me bcoz I pronounce one of the kids name as delicious (Mei Wei).I laughed at myself as well. Ahahaha…. mempersiasuikan in front of the kids. Honestly, I do love kids especially d guai and cute one. =) But “pik chik” and feel like killing the kids who are extremely naughty!! I showed them my anger and b fierce at times to the naughty kids but they are not scared. Ish Ish!!!! *Slapssss* Oppss…I can’t do so coz there are CCTV everywhere in the centre….

Wish to continue being a tutor and not d teacher for day care kids for nxt year 2010 to get some extra income.

The Past

*There is a guy who I admire him for quite some time and it’s time for me to stop thinking about him coz he is not available anymore =) ~Keep move on ~ *

*Bye Bye to 2009 and Hello to 2010. Gona step into the working life soon. Wuwuwuwu…Must enjoy to the max in this last sem!!!!*

New Year with New Vission ~ WooHoo ~ Happy New Year!!!!

2009-10-25T19:30:00.011+08:00

Fire Fire!!!!House on FIRE!

23 Oct 2009,Campbell Street...

A few houses/shop lots was on fire. It was 7 sthg in the morning,my sis and I quickly jump out of our bed when we heard ppl shouting Fire! Fire! We run out of the hse and we can feel d hot air. Quickly call my dad back home. My sis was veryx3 sked and keep asking me wat shud we do?? I juz act calm and ask her not to worry, as other neighbours did not pack their things yet. The fire was quite big and when it spread to the nxt house, we heard a loud explosion "boom", it was another hse which collapsed and our hse was shaking, it was like a small earthquake...

Feel relief when I heard the siren, knowing dat the BOMBA was about to reach. Thank god!!! We are SAVE!!!

Don't ever park our car at the BOMBA tank. Water needed during emergency!!

Wanted to snap d photo when there are flames, but every1 was worried, not dare to snap. This photo was taken during the end.

2009-10-19T12:07:00.011+08:00

-C.R.U.S.H-

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

2009-10-18T18:39:00.009+08:00

- Fly up high -

Stayed whole day in the VIVA room from 9am to 5pm for my advertising presentation. Was supposed to be d 2nd wan to present. But bcoz i'm using my own laptop,d lecturer dun wana waste time changing the laptop so i need to wait till d end. Overall, i thk dis is d 1st time dat i manage to "act" calm while i'm standing in front....Ahahahaha....Mayb bcoz i've been waiting for too long . Lecturer did criticize on my work *a bit disappointed* But anyway i did learn sthg. Dat's wat ppl alwiz said "We need to learn from our mistakes".

Feel so free dy.....juz wana blog blog blog....

Thanks KCYip and Hui Min who came to support US~ =B

2009-10-17T14:27:00.012+08:00

Woohoo~~~monique's blog is A-L-I-V--E!!

This semester is goin to end soon....Final is cuming soon too~ Ahahahaha

Today is Deepavali day~ Happy Deepavali ~('',)........Holiday!!! but no outing for me, juz guai guai stay at home. Duno wat to write after i had stopped updating my blog for such a long time. Hmm...Err.....

Recently, go lotsa places to try a lot of yummy food. I'm gaining weight, getting fat, fat and fatter. Really eat till "fat die me" dy~ T_T (havin D-I-E-T mission now).

Finished all assignments and projects dy. *hooray* Dis sem, Advertising was a tough and challenging subject for me !! Nearly makes me goin mad but thanks to those who help me out. Phew!! Special thanks to Mei Mei, Wu Kwai, C Quek, Alle, Vivian and Sean. Without their help, i thk i can't manage to fin my ad in time. Not to left out those who did help me by giving me ideas Hee Ning, Ai Chen, KC Yip and Edryne and so on~
Please visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e-ZG7x2ksI for my video ad, feel free to drop me sum comments yea. =).
Tmr is Sunday, goin to present my ad...Wish me luck..Sked sked, nervous nervous lerr....AAAAaaaaaaaa~~~

B4 i end wana share one song.......*wink wink*

* Fav song for the month of October. *drums rolling* Tadaa --->

Lala.... talented gurl....<3 <3 ('',)

2009-08-04T16:57:00.006+08:00

End of the concert!

Everything is over! 2 months of our hard work, juz end in less than 3 hours. Phew!!! This 2 months really struggling like hell. Busy meeting sponsors to get clothes for the main singer and i dun hav enuf time to practise for the song dat i'm goin to perform.*Sigh* Which makes me feel guilty on the day of the concert. I thk i did not perform well on d stage. Didn't play well because less practise d! Juz not as gud as i expected. Practise makes perfect *very true* Less practise not perfect!

Other than that, dis year we got less sponsor and we met unfriendly sales assistant! Gosh! Need to be prepared to see the unfriendly faces all the time, but we need to keep on smiling whenever we meet them, wat to do, they are our sponsor ! The boss were very nice to us. Sometimes when the boss is around, the sales assistant will serve us, walk around with us, search the rite size dat we need for us. BUT, when the boss were not around, the "wu lei" tail will come out, they will juz stay at the counter, show black faces to us!2 faces ppl, scary man.

The one i mention is ony one of our sponsor. Luckily we still hav other sponsors dat were very kind and friendly. Glad to noe them. *smile*

Until today my job haven't done. I still need to meet the sponsors to return the clothes and accessories. And the nightmare was, still need to go meet the unfriendly sponsor tmr (for the last time) hopefully the boss will b thr! *pray*

*wuwuwu*
Some of the sponsor's clothes and accessories got sum prob, need to pay them!

2009-07-08T19:09:00.025+08:00

Popular disease of the month

There goes H1N1, the popular disease of the month! Ard 10 people in USM Pharmacy sch got it and it was starting to spread. My fren is one of the victim so a few people hu had spoken to her last week were advised to c the doc. I'm one of them, LOL. A few of my hsemates and I need to be quarantine. While other hsemates need to be kick away to stay at other fren's place. Pity them. Honestly, this was my feeling when i knew dat i need to be quarantine for a few days. Happy. Why? Because i can hav a break to settle down for the new semester. Worry. Why? Wat if i'm one of the H1N1 victim ? LOL...Besides, i can't attend my 1st lecture and the preparation for the concert need to be postpone. Althou ppl said dat we were like staying in jail but i did relax myself to the max. Enjoy watching drama and we did cook on our own ( food, leong cha and tong shui as well ) . Real relaxing! People from Pusat Kesihatan came dis evening to check on our body temperature and tmr they will cum again. We will be release tmr if we are fine. Yeah. I thk i hav enuf rest and WE need to kayao for the concert.....POSTER OUTING tonite, we are going to a few places during the midnite to stick our poster...hehehe...illegal mia!!!! Fun and Adventures! After tonite, you guys can c our striking yellow posters along the road!! Ngek Ngek Ngek!

2009-06-18T20:32:00.025+08:00

Preparation for The 18th Annual Concert

This year is my last year to get involve in the wanderers concert. It is a song composing association. In dis concert, there are many departments such as publicity, song composing, emcee, sponsors, dance and etc. I'm the leader for the make up and image department. A leader? What m i suppose to do? At 1st, i feel a bit regret to take dis post as i'm not very gud in leading ppl. Luckily i have a few members who work with me. We are suppose to design costumes for all the performers for each songs. There will be 18 songs, it's quite hard to think for all. Every sat we will hav a small rehearsal where we perform songs, dance and present the costumes that we have chosen for the performers to the senior. The seniors will then comment on it so that we can improve b4 we perform for the real concert.

The work that i recently do was to call the shops who are potential to be our sponsor for costumes and accessories. I need to take a lot of courage to call and talk to the person incharge about our concert as my communication skills is lousy. =/

Today we went to one of our sponsor to snap some pics which is France Taipei. When i 1st step into the shop, i feel very excited becoz i noe that i get to see lots of wedding gowns (seems like a bit desperate to get married, LOL). Nono, juz feel excited to see all the beautiful gowns. We were then be seated near to a semicircle stage that we alwiz seen on drama or movie. The place were there are fitting rooms with large mirrors. The employees were very nice,they treat us as their customers, trying very hard to search for the types of costumes we wanted to borrow. Glad to have them as one of our sponsor.

A few costumes that we had choosen to match the songs.

After a tiring day, we went bck to our meeting place,a place where we practise songs and etc.1st thing i will do is go to my letter box to see whther there are any messages. It's a fun game where we can drop messages that we wanted to tell the one that we care by letting them noe who we are with our own name written at the end of the message or without letting them noe by using nickname, isn't it interesting? We did dis every year during the whole preparation for the concert until the concert ends as we need someone to care coz sumtimes we might feel stress with our work.=)

Temple : the main one for us to put the messages.

Individual box

2009-06-13T14:47:00.021+08:00

Japanese Fair

12 days of working, very tired but work hard for the sake of getting more $.

Stall of "Rice Cracker"

My duty was to promote the "rice cracker", holding 1 box of sample, walking around the "rice cracker" corner and promoting the same thing for 12 days. Same dialogue but with different customers.

My common dialogue for 12 days:
A : Hie, miss/sir/uncle/aunty these are rice crackers, wana try??
B : Hmm, this is very salty/sweet, I dun like, thanks.
A : Oh, u may try the others which are not dat salty/sweet, very tasty!
B : Eh, not bad, how much is this? / It's ok, i'll juz walk around and hav a look on others.
A : Thanks, bla bla bla and so on!

Feel like I'm a Robot, automatically talk the same thing to each customer who passes by my stall.

There are pro's and con's where the counter placed nearby my stall.
Pro : When people queue up, they grab some of the "rice crakers" which looks delicious
(without me promoting >>>> Yeah)
Con : There are many of them who kacau my products when they queue up
(i need to rearrange then T_T) See the black "cage"

Everynite ard 9.45pm, feel relief when I see "them (the cage)". This shows that we can tutup kedai ! Can balik kampung and REST!!!! Balik Kampung, oh oh balik kampung.......LOL

2009-05-25T20:37:00.009+08:00

~ May Holiday ~

Nowadays the weather "naik gila", soooo hot!!! Feel like having sauna in my room, sweating and it makes me feel frustrated! Having unstable feelings everyday. Sumtimes feel lonely at home when everyone has left home to work or school! Luckily still can on9 using maxis broadband dat I have borrowed from my fren.
Happily playing on9 games in facebook and fun quizes + drama-ing + enjoy makan-ing + nap-ing in the noon.
All of these = gain-ing weight!!
I've been jogg-ing for almost everyday in Botanical Garden but seems doesn't work! SIGH !
Big tummy!

I wana go out from penang ler....Boringness is killing me!!! I wana go KL to meet my friends!!
I miss them sooo much!!! But d prob is i'm broke, no $ d!
Can't even afford to pay for the bus fare.
Pocket is dry, worst than desert...LOL

Goin to work for the japanese food fair which will be held at Gurney Plaza from 29th to 7th June.
Goin for an interview of data entry clerk position in Adecco.

"Money $ Money $ come to Me"

2009-05-05T15:37:00.009+08:00

Happy Holidays!!!

Wow, it's time to hav fun now!!! What m i goin to do durin my hols?? A lot eh !! Last week, straight after exam, i enjoy hanging out wif my course mates and housemates.
Fin my drama "boys before flowers" (miss it so much). Fun Fun Fun......
A lot functions cuming up but *money not enuf*.... and sumore need to do preparation for the wanderers concert. A bit worry wif my costume department, still din find members to help me yet...wuwuwu ~Sigh~

Up cuming plan :

Gonna be tour guide on the 8th till the 12th of May
Hanging out wif cousin who is cuming to pg on d 14th
Planning to go JB on the 15th/16th
Be a tutor of my fren's bro and my bro
Watch lots of drama
Read lots of book
Work part time and etc....

Hehehe....Hope it was a succesful plan!!

Today is 5th of May and tmr is my Big day! LOL....Birthday ony mer..But I wana thank my coursemates and hsemates who had celebrated early b'day for me...=)

Thks for d jacket dat I hav it a few weeks b4 my b'day. LOL...I really lurve it so much! ...

and today, my roomie and miss Yip wana prepare special dinner for me..so excited !!

Lastly, make a wish : I wish that all my dreams will cum true!!!! Yeah!!!
*duno dat someone still rmb my b'day?? Hope to get this person's wish by tonite* waiting patiently * LOL

2009-04-21T20:45:00.017+08:00

Finals Finals >>>> Examz Examz !!!

Finals started last week and i'm left with 2 papers!!! Go go go....It's only 2 more to go! But i started to feel boring ! b4 dis, 1st few papers still very "pia"...But now slowly-----low motivation. Wat to do, last minutes work! How to fit the whole semester syllabus into the brain in a few days...LOL...Padan muka ler....aikss....forget abt it. Still trying very hard to force myself to study for the upcuming paper Marketing Research and Consumer Behaviour! Stupid research paper. I HATE u so much, but still trying hard to memorize.lol....sienzzz....

Other than preparing for the finals, i did giv myself a break (Hav a break, hav a kit kat) with some dramas :

The "Boys Over Flowers". Yeah, it's the Taiwan Meteor Garden in korean version. I juz started with episode 1, i think the storyline is 99.9% same with d taiwan version. While watching this, the taiwan version wan is still fresh in my mine. hahahaha....miss it so much! But dis korean version wan also not bad, seems interesting. Got leng chai and leng lui mer....hehehe.....d main actor is 99.9% looks like Jerry (dao ming si) who acted in the taiwan version.

At 1st the main actor seems ugly but after awhile when i continue see him in d drama, i feel dat he is quite "man".....=B

Cool.....Juz episode 1 and i start to get addicted d, keep on downloading and watch. My hsemate downloaded the whole drama but too bad dat dun hav eng sub, so i need to watch it in the website (my line here sucks~~~sob sob!!!)

The F4 (korean version) Can fight with the taiwan mia! HAHA

Here comes the main actress in the drama. She's Pretty and Cute!! A gurl who is surrounded and pretected by the leng chai >>>envy her!

Gonna catch up with the drama d.....until here i'll stop! hehehe....

2009-03-30T16:50:00.028+08:00

I'm bck!I'm back!! Recently was very busy with projects and midterm. Tmr still have one last paper for midterm - psycho abnormal. Lazee and no mood to study d, having mood disorder..LOL..

Blogging cum into my mind. I wana share wif u all on the concert that held in my sch last nite. I was impressed with all the performances!!Below are some photos that i manage to take but d quality was not dat good, coz use hp camera with only 2.0 megapixels.

The theme for the nite was "NIGHT BEGINS" (Ye Xiang Qi)
The 70's style

Venue : Dewan Tunku Syed Putra

I was surprised to see the decoration of the main entrance, really looks like those dat I've seen in the 70's drama.

Stage <Simple and Nice> Booklet

Some 70's songs and advertisements were played in the screen b4 the concert starts.

There are fashion shows by pretty lady and good looking guys. They wore the 70's costumes. I'm impressed with the Western costumes, look grand.

Two drama were perform and a few songs dat they composed!Really enjoy it!

Overall, it was a successful concert. Congrats! Didn't regret to go for dis concert, just RM5, worth it!

P/S : Those are photos dat i manage to take ohh!!! =)
BLUR pic....paiseh

~ THE END ~

2009-03-08T19:40:00.014+08:00

Roti KLCC

Went mamak for supper with my dear frens (Yumick and Ming Ee) on sat nite!!!! Chit chat non-stop, talk nonsense and EAT-ALL-WE-CAN........burp!!!! Here we go : Promoting the new roti at ABU's mamak stall....LOL

Roti KLCC = 1 sausage connecting 2 roti tissue and sum cheese + strawberrry jam on it.....LOL

Price = RM8.50 (eh,! ABU,too expensive d ler)

Normally 1 roti tissue is ard RM1.70 ...... 2 roti tissue shud b RM3.40 rite plus additional charge on sausage, cheese and jam also nonit dat expensive ma!!!LOL LOL LOL ='(

Before it collapse.....

In the end, we din manage to fin d whole thing....Coz we juz fin Roti

Hong Kong and Roti Bom......=)

Rainy Day ''''''

2009-03-05T16:00:00.008+08:00

It’s raining heavily out thr. Rainy day makes me feel down and emo. Feels like scrabbling something in my blog. So I turn on my music player, listen to the song “下雨天” by Nan Quan Mama. Duno why I like to listen to dis song whenever it’s rainy day. Maybe because d lyric is about rainy day and with emo meanings…LOL…

Y’terday nite was the AGM for the 18^th Annual Concert of the Wanderers. It was abt 3 hours meeting. I got d post for makeup & image where we need to find sponsor for d costumes. Thou, I dun hav a good sense of fashion, but I will try my best to take dis challenging post. Wow wow wow, I can feel the challenging tasks that I will be facing during the preparation in June. I really hope dat I can manage to handle it. No matter how, I WILL TRY MY BEST…..Go!Go!Go!

南拳媽媽 - 下雨天
Nan Quan Ma Ma - Xia Yu Tian

下雨天了　怎麼辦　我好想你
不敢打給你　我找不到原因
为什麼失眠的聲音
變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停
it's raining what should i do, i miss you so
i don't dare to call you, i can't find a reason
why have the sounds of insomnia
become so familiar
the silent scenery is your replacement
waiting for the rain to stop with me

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣
等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會
寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘　一個人擦淚　一個人好累
anticipation makes one more and more indulged
is there anyone like me
i'm unable to meet that someone
in love with you i've always been learning
the taste of loneliness
holding an umbrella alone, wiping my tears alone, it's so tiring being alone

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大　天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼
what kind of rain, what kind of night
what kind of me will make you miss me more
how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky
before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局那還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
actually, without me you can't tell the difference
how much clearer can the ending get
don't say you will be sad
don't say you want to change
the one being loved needn't apologise

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣
等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會
寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘　一個人擦淚　一個人好累
anticipation makes one more and more tired
is there anyone like me
i'm unable to meet that someone
in love with you i've always been learning
the taste of loneliness
holding an umbrella alone, wiping my tears alone, it's so tiring being alone

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大　天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼
what kind of rain, what kind of night
what kind of me will make you miss me more
how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky
before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局那還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
actually, without me you can't tell the difference
how much clearer can the ending get
don't say you will be sad
don't say you want to change
the one being loved needn't apologise

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大　天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼
what kind of rain, what kind of night
what kind of me will make you miss me more
how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky
before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局那還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
actually, without me you can't tell the difference
how much clearer can the ending get
don't say you will be sad
don't say you want to change
the one being loved needn't apologise

>> Got it frm the website, I thk d translation is a bit =.=III<<

2009-03-02T13:38:00.012+08:00

Welcome to my Blog.......

Yeah, finally i've created my own blog. I alwiz wander wat is a blog? Izzit an open diary, where you share your feelings with ur frens and others ??? Ehemm, very excited now, duno wat shud i write. I thk i'm still new here,need to update a lot of things here...I wan a nice bckground for my blog, but i duno how to put it...so for meanwhile juz take black as my bckground.... LOL. Kelly and Mei Mei alwiz ask me to start blogging so dat thy can update stuff abt me.So, let's welcome monique's blog here. More updates cuming up ya! *wink*wink*

~*PP*~

Rainy Day ''''''

~PP~