Moving on to the next chapter of my life....How would it BE???

After 3 years of my studies and fun in USM, i'm gonna start my interns tmr. How would the whole internship program be? I wish i can learn to be more independent and pray hard dat i choose the right company to work with. No more study,exams and outings. Juz left weekdays for work and weekend for rest...(T-T)

*Need to sleep early tonite and wake up early in da morning*

1st post in 2010

Phew!!! Left 2 more weeks for my final sem, excited?happy?depress?sad?
my uni life gonna end soon.....T_T
I'm a bit lost now, still haven't found any company for my interns....
Gona graduate very very soon, gona step into the working life...*bored*
Continue study master? It's just a way to escape from the working life??...
Start working? Goin 2 work for the rest of my life??....
*standing in the middle of NOwhere, almost lost*

Dun feel like i'm an adult nw, feel like i'm still 18 (pok pok chui)....*blush*
Can I turn back da time??? IMPOSSIBLE.....=.=III


B4 i end dis post...wana share a meaningful song......<3
*not related to the post at all*LOL*

Not That Easy

It's not that easy, to find someone you can be with
Especially after seeing so many betrayals
Always feel insecure, but I could only be strong
and who killed my romance?

It's not that easy, to love wholeheartedly and ignore the rest
Become practical can be both good or bad
Hate being lonely, but sooner you will just get used to it
Coz I don't have to worry or being controlled by anyone

Get hyped up and busy when I feel happy
Just give myself a break when I'm tired
What others have to say, just listen and the decision is on our own
I don't want to be too emotional
With just a cup of wine and movie
To spend my weekend nights on a comfort sofa, with my cell phone off

It's not that easy to fall in love, everyone has their own temper
When you grow older, you prefer peaceful than adventurous love
It's not easy to stay blissful, that's why everyone yearns for it
When we are still naive
It used to be most sincere and therefore so happy, those were the days

Reminiscing the saddest, yet most touching memories

* Edited from other blog and forum *

Last post for 2009

Hav been on hols for abt a month, busy working. Workin as a teacher at a day care centre, taking care of the kids and being d primary sch tutor is not easy. First time to b a tutor, at first was a bit weird when the kids call me as Pei Pei lao shi (teacher) ..Teaching BM and BI for the chinese edu kids, it’s quite tough as I duno how to explain some of the words to them. There is once the kids laughed at me bcoz I pronounce one of the kids name as delicious (Mei Wei).I laughed at myself as well. Ahahaha…. mempersiasuikan in front of the kids. Honestly, I do love kids especially d guai and cute one. =) But “pik chik” and feel like killing the kids who are extremely naughty!! I showed them my anger and b fierce at times to the naughty kids but they are not scared. Ish Ish!!!! *Slapssss* Oppss…I can’t do so coz there are CCTV everywhere in the centre….

Wish to continue being a tutor and not d teacher for day care kids for nxt year 2010 to get some extra income.

The Past

*There is a guy who I admire him for quite some time and it’s time for me to stop thinking about him coz he is not available anymore =) ~Keep move on ~ *

*Bye Bye to 2009 and Hello to 2010. Gona step into the working life soon. Wuwuwuwu…Must enjoy to the max in this last sem!!!!*

New Year with New Vission ~ WooHoo ~ Happy New Year!!!!

Fire Fire!!!!House on FIRE!

23 Oct 2009,Campbell Street...

A few houses/shop lots was on fire. It was 7 sthg in the morning,my sis and I quickly jump out of our bed when we heard ppl shouting Fire! Fire! We run out of the hse and we can feel d hot air. Quickly call my dad back home. My sis was veryx3 sked and keep asking me wat shud we do?? I juz act calm and ask her not to worry, as other neighbours did not pack their things yet. The fire was quite big and when it spread to the nxt house, we heard a loud explosion "boom", it was another hse which collapsed and our hse was shaking, it was like a small earthquake...

Feel relief when I heard the siren, knowing dat the BOMBA was about to reach. Thank god!!! We are SAVE!!!

Don't ever park our car at the BOMBA tank. Water needed during emergency!!

Wanted to snap d photo when there are flames, but every1 was worried, not dare to snap. This photo was taken during the end.

-C.R.U.S.H-

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

- Fly up high -

Stayed whole day in the VIVA room from 9am to 5pm for my advertising presentation. Was supposed to be d 2nd wan to present. But bcoz i'm using my own laptop,d lecturer dun wana waste time changing the laptop so i need to wait till d end. Overall, i thk dis is d 1st time dat i manage to "act" calm while i'm standing in front....Ahahahaha....Mayb bcoz i've been waiting for too long . Lecturer did criticize on my work *a bit disappointed* But anyway i did learn sthg. Dat's wat ppl alwiz said "We need to learn from our mistakes".

Feel so free dy.....juz wana blog blog blog....

Thanks KCYip and Hui Min who came to support US~ =B

Woohoo~~~monique's blog is A-L-I-V--E!!

This semester is goin to end soon....Final is cuming soon too~ Ahahahaha

Today is Deepavali day~ Happy Deepavali ~('',)........Holiday!!! but no outing for me, juz guai guai stay at home. Duno wat to write after i had stopped updating my blog for such a long time. Hmm...Err.....

Recently, go lotsa places to try a lot of yummy food. I'm gaining weight, getting fat, fat and fatter. Really eat till "fat die me" dy~ T_T (havin D-I-E-T mission now).

Finished all assignments and projects dy. *hooray* Dis sem, Advertising was a tough and challenging subject for me !! Nearly makes me goin mad but thanks to those who help me out. Phew!! Special thanks to Mei Mei, Wu Kwai, C Quek, Alle, Vivian and Sean. Without their help, i thk i can't manage to fin my ad in time. Not to left out those who did help me by giving me ideas Hee Ning, Ai Chen, KC Yip and Edryne and so on~
Please visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e-ZG7x2ksI for my video ad, feel free to drop me sum comments yea. =).
Tmr is Sunday, goin to present my ad...Wish me luck..Sked sked, nervous nervous lerr....AAAAaaaaaaaa~~~

B4 i end wana share one song.......*wink wink*

* Fav song for the month of October. *drums rolling* Tadaa --->



Lala.... talented gurl....<3 <3 ('',)